~R E C E N T T H I N G S~
i haven't felt so good in months. so good i can't stop shaking from the huge release of stress all at one time. my stomach feels as though there is a hole in it and i can sleep again. i haven't fallen down for days now! not that you ever wondered. i'm so alive i can feel the cold! i'm confused, i have one regret, and nawing doubts. but things are actualy okay now. and i know he is sincere. i've lost eight pounds now, and i think i'll finaly stop losing. because it died seven days ago. because someone listend. oddly, i believe i have found someone for once. but now i wait for what will happen...i'm already surprised by so much. pherhaps the statement i have heard more than once now could have some small truth to it..."Its always darkest before the dawn." but i won't get my hopes up after last time. yet, that died. and i walked away from the body. is this happiness? how long will this last? i think he would understand. i think i'll let him know...comment please.
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My mouth has shut not to open up, I've kept my back to them.
Those things they say blew my ears away, I've stopped listening.
It's something new you should try feeling waking up on the other side.
These walls why do we need them? I've hidden so well...
We're drawn to be what we wish to see, you only half believe.
Now I have strayed, falling far away. Let me clear my lungs show you
everything I have done.
Gritting my teeth to perfection.
A fear of forgetting my face because what you see is not me.
They twist my bones till I'm gone... oh so gently.
~ Hider - Versaemerge.
~A B O U T M Y A R T~
just go look at my gallery yourself. {please}
~A B O U T M E~
i like to write, draw, listen to my ipod, and take pictures of things.
i know things i'll never tell you. i have dreams, that i give up on. i don't have a home to go to. i am alone. alone in a torrent of words you'll never here. alone with myself. but its okay. isn't its been like this forever and always will be. and years ago i was told it wouldn't be like this. things couldn't be seen this way. but i can see them. can you? I understand....
------------------------------------------------> Good bye.










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Black butler season 2 is comming up!!! january of next year!!! but is on you tube w/o subs, btw the one with the tanaka robot is NOT the real one!
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Black butler season 2 is comming up!!! january of next year!!! but is on you tube w/o subs, btw the one with the tanaka robot is NOT the real one!
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Black butler season 2 is comming up!!! january of next year!!! but is on you tube w/o subs, btw the one with the tanaka robot is NOT the real one!
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Black butler season 2 is comming up!!! january of next year!!! but is on you tube w/o subs, btw the one with the tanaka robot is NOT the real one!
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